For the last couple of days, we’ve had storms here. I feel it is a reflection of what’s been going on in my world lately. I haven’t written, in a while, because of inner storms. I’ve had my gloomy moments when my brain is cloudy and I didn’t want to get out of bed, my lightning moments when just little things set me off and I am quick to strike back, and my thunder moments when I let things stir inside creating a rumble but never fully letting it go.
Even my daughter noticed the changes. She tells me Mommy are you grumpy or Mommy don’t be grumpy. One time I raised my voice and she said Mommy you yelled at me. It wasn’t a yell, but from her perspective, it was louder than I usually talk.
We all have storms in our life. Some are self-created and some come from external forces. Sometimes, these storms can catch up by surprise and turn our whole world upside down and cause us to stop and reflect on what’s really happening in our life. Sometimes, we see the storm coming but just can’t stop it. Maybe we don’t need to stop it. Maybe it’s coming as part of growth. Yes, it may cause floods of tears or damage to our existing structure, but like all storms, it will pass. Storms are a necessary part of life and sometimes they force us to make changes we don’t want to make. But remember, a new day will come, the sun will shine again, we will adapt to our new circumstances, we will survive, and grow stronger.